I'm Sorry Dad...

You have been leave me
Not alone body
But alone think

Difficulty by difficulty must pass by tears, by blood
Emotion often dominated every step
Cause our live really-really hard
Yes, I must understand who I am

Momentarily
One of your three sons will go
Going to picks his wife
His choice self

But...
At last second of his marriage time
So many problem that he should solves
And he doesn’t capable to solve on the spot problem
Once more just emotion often dominated every step

Dad...
I successfully to motivate my crew on my company where I work

But I’m sorry...
My standard way can’t change my brother, your son
One of your three sons

I don’t care he will care about me
I just ask he care about mom
How he will bring mom to your marriage places
To see her son make an oath
Oath on his marriage

I don’t care he doesn’t need me anymore
I just want he understands he will need mom
His require maybe not now
Because live not just now

I don’t care he never contacts me
Call me by phone or come to my home
I just hope he always contacts mom
Just say hello and ask how his health

I never need his money
I just want he ask mom what her need

I can understand how big desirability mom to get attention from him, his son
I want to see mom can smile because him
Not just think for and about him

Maybe what I want too high, too much
Are my desires not logic?
Are my hopes too excessive?

Dad...
I’m sorry...
I can’t bring our family like what you want
Like what you hope
Like what you mandate to me

Cikarang-